Sometimes, we like to pretend that were okay even if were really not. Because we know that people would notice something's wrong if we didn't smile or people would keep on asking if were doing good or if were okay. So sometimes we lie to their faces just to prove to them that were strong even if we weren't. People would keep on noticing what's wrong if we show them weakness so instead, we often show our bad side and hide what we really feel.
Because if we show people that were weak, they're gonna use it against us. To hurt us and to manipulate and control as, so might as well stay strong so that no one could underestimate and question you. It's just that sometimes we are carried away of our own emotions that makes us more weak. Our emotions keeps us puzzled and confused of what's the right thing to do and it's just so sad that we can't do anything to make it go away.
It's just so frustrating to the fact that we can't control our own emotions. And we can't control what we feel. Even if it's love or hate. It's just in our nature to do it so. And by wearing a mask, we feel so beautiful but we know inside that we are hurt, and devastated and messed up. A mask of strength, power and a mask of a fighter. The mask that we think that we could hide us from our own feelings, just for a while.
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