My bestfriend. I knew that I could trust her since the day that I had to talk to her when it's my first time to see her since college days. And now that she's gone, I have no one to talk to. I could tell her my deepest and darkest secrets and I know that she listens and she can keep secrets and when I'm with her I feel like I'm safe and I feel like were partners even in crime. Hahaha!
She can make me laugh, she listens to me, she believes in me like no one does. I just can't forget her because she's the only friend I have and could have right now. Without her, I just feel so lost, I feel like I having a big burden in my heart of not having someone that I could trust the most. I feel empty because it's all my fault that she had to transfer to other school and study and live there.
Because of my decisions, stupid decisions. I didn't know and she didn't even tell me. But she knows that she can tell me everything. That she can trust me more than anybody. I'm just lost without her. I know that I've been mentioning her in some of my rants here but I just really miss her and I need her right now. I need someone who can understand me more than I understand myself.
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