I feel sad, specially at night. I can't have a good sleep and I wake up feeling empty. I feel like a rolling stone with no direction, with no purpose. I feel numb like no one's gonna hurt me anymore and for me that's a good thing. To feel numb, with no emotions to show at all because when I feel numb that's the only time I feel   my purpose and my direction and like a rolling stone, no one's gonna ever stop me fulfill my purpose. 

And when that time comes it'll all be over and I won't have to be here anymore. I feel so lonely, so sad and so empty. The only thing that's keeping me here is my one and only purpose and I feel bad because I once made a mistake of delaying it and now its too late and I already lost the time and that all I can do now is finish what I've started.

And be gone...

And find my own idea of purpose until I'm tired searching. I want to put up my own walls and live my own life. I want to live every moment I don't care if I waste time wondering, dreaming as long as I have my time, I want to live with it until I'm so tired that all I wanted to do was go to sleep. I wanna live my life so bad. Too bad I can't right now.

One day...

This could all happen...

I believe...