A Dream Of Anxiety

Have you ever felt this kind of feeling? the feeling of being alone? it sucks because of all the people you need is the people that still hurts and leaves you, hanging. It's like your alive but you seem to be dead. The feeling of someone's absence is what you're longing too. You've knock and no one tries to open the door. You scream but no one hears a sound of your voice. Not once, but many times you try to tell them what's going on and what's happened but they seem pretty distracted or they just don't want to listen. Have you experience one of these? well it sucks for either the two of us.

I've experience these things. I've been alone and it feels so sad when you're alone. I accepted the fact that no one's gonna save me, that no one is going to rescue me. All of a sudden you I end up dancing in the dark like no one else but you, the memories of you, the memories of us I always think. In the dark when no one could save me but myself. But being in the dark feels good to me. No one can see me and no one could hurt me as much as I hurt myself. The idea of locked up in a darkest and deepest dungeon far away from the woods or jungle.

But when darkness fades, I know that there will be light upon me, the ray of sunlight that my skin feels, all of a sudden I can feel the touch of being secured and saved. The welcoming grace of goodness. Now I understood it and I thought of it and it was only just a dream. A dream that I would never saw coming. Painful, full of darkness, seemingly perfect but it's not the place that I've decided to live with.