Myself. Someone who's around me really hurts me, a lot. I can't even imagine the feeling of being hurt. I'm so much numb of people hurting me. I just take it all in and then there it's gone. It's better take it rather than to complain about it. I just don't know how to handle it sometimes. I feel like it's all my fault but somehow I deserve to be happy.
Myself, fears, expectations, and disappointments. Reality hurts me so much. I just don't want to go back to reality. I just wanted to sleep all night without anything in my mind. Just pure dreamland. Ugh. I don't know why I'm like this. I just do. So forgive me, for what am I and what I've done. I didn't really mean to hurt you. It's just that being nice to you is easy than being mean.
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