Day 6 of 365 Day Challenge : Something you would like to change about yourself

If there is something that I would like to change about myself is that on how I view world. Because sometimes I feel things weren't as much the things that I think. I know I'm sometimes kinda weird but I doesn't seem to get the connection of how would I supposed to react on the things that I encounter. Sometimes I think too much and it really sucks to think too much because sometimes its no use, not at all and I might end up being  indecisive of so many things around me.

I would also need to change my self-esteem, I need to have more self-confidence in showing who I really am to the people. But sometimes I thought of what other people would say or would feel if I show up or act up. I don't know maybe because society is one part of my upbringing or society tells me to have my cultural norms as a person. But sometimes I think "fuck it!" sometimes I think I should do what's really on my mind and what I've decided to do and I know that its the right thing as long as I'm not hurting anyone.