Day 17 of 365 Day Challenge: Your idol and why you look up to them

Of course my parents are my idol and I look up to them because I know that they're the one who's gonna help me achieve my goals and dreams in life. I look up them as if they are just my friends, my best friends because I know that sometimes age gap is one hindrance for me not to talk to them so I always say to myself that I will treat them as my best friends but I need to respect them also as my parents.

And it somehow came into my mind of what have I done to them in the past few years. I know that I somehow answer them in a rude manner sometimes they annoy me so much of the things I have to do and for the things that I must not. Its like a song that is on repeat, it gets loud and clear and that is so annoying. But I somehow get used to it because I don't like to argue and complicate things. Because I love them and I always will.